how will u feel if tat someone dun reply ur sms,
dun msg u in msn first,
and u din tok to him fer more den a week?
he is avoiding mi alreadi.
i still wan to save some pride fer myself.
so, i guess it's time i let u go.
and i can do it, jus like always.

i din touch my hw at all!!!
GP - essay corrections, 1 compre, 1 essay(!!!)
Bio - one essay qn
Chem - grp II, grp VII and periodicity!
Maths - integration (34 qns!!)
wah. i am dead.

WAHAHA. i am getting my pay later.
woot! finally my shopping list can be use!
i tink i am gonna invest in my first insurance.
it's sort of like a savings cum insurance policy.
like i pay 70 bucks every month.
at the end of the second yr,
i get back $500 with $840(12 x 70) still in it.
or i can leave the $500 in it and generates more money.
sounds not bad huh?
suay suay if i die,
my mum gets the rest of the money.
i get subsidies in accident-related medical fees too.
and i am protected under 30 major illnesses in sg.
woot. i feel great.
i can finally say tat i am in full control of my finances.
who can still control mi?
onli mi , mi , mi and mi.
seriously, if i earn more.
i can move out of the house alreadi.
not much of a difference from my present life.
cos i washed my own clothes.
i feed myself.
i dun take a single cent from my mum.
i paid my own bills.
i dun nid anyone to lead mi in my life.
FREEDOM.
pitying mi or envying mi?
i hope u choose the latter one.

I keep habing these images flashing in my mind recently.
dumping my family, close frens and leave fer another country.
TO BE ALONE.
u must be tinking i am crazy.
but i am not.
i dream of tis day.
normally, ppl wont choose to leave their close ones.
but i can't wait to open up new chapters in my life.
i am so sick of my routine now.
nth excites mi. i'm like stuck in here.
the best part of the imagination is to see everyone
sending mi off, crying, can't bear to see mi leave.
i am totally sick.
but i can say fer sure, i hab succeeded in stealing a place in their heart.
or is it the inverse? haha.

i guess i am just a weird person.
or i am just a normal person who is too frank.