AHH..

i am so freaking tired.
i hate exams.
no. i hate to be under constraints.
why ain't i born wif some genius brain?
BUT.
why must i be trap in this paper chase society?
why are people creating stress fer themselves?
hab anyone realise in our pursue fer a better life, we are actualli stepping into a darker future?
hab anyone realise COMPLACENCY is NOT a wrong thing, but we are propagated in such a way tat we believe competition is the BEST.
no doubt competitions give rise to improvement.
wad abt all the adverse effects?
the use of underhands.
the pressure generated when we stimulate ourselve constantly. 24/7
tat's why.
i am blogging now. XD

okie. i hab to still come back to reality.
i can't be complacent. T-T
i can't put down my guards.
i can't change all the social "norms".
if i dun wan to fall back in the crowd.
why? cos i grew up learning tat onli The Best gets the best.
u too, right?

wah. second time. =X i'm sorry to hab made u lose some sleep again.
damn. ur topsy turvy life because of mi.
i tink i upset ur entire life.
aren't u tired?