Fer no reason on monday nite,
i woke up from my sleep at 4 am and sat upright on my bed.
My instinct told mi to check my phone.
so i went to it and there was one msg from valerie.

"xinyi..juz to tell u tat i m in the hospital nw.. fractured my right collar bone.. nth emergency but yup,juz stay for observation for a nite..hmm..went to pulau ubin for project scanning.. took a bike then fell off becoz couldnt stop in time as going down slope..freak accident......"

Gosh.

Couldnt sleep well after tat.

"Dear Lord, please use ur mighty power to heal her."

i started to believe tat there's realli telepathy btw closely related ppl.
be it ur family, best fren or ur special half.
this strange kind of magnetic field tat causes extraodinary things to happen btw the 2 of them onli.
she's the third person i experienced it wif.

i cant stop the clock and the time has realli come fer all these to end.
maybe it's fate.
after all it's a gift from God to gib us the chance to work together fer a year.
Not so many of us are lucky to work wif our best fren rite?
aww.. it feels jus like the POP day 3 yrs ago.
i must learn to be more independent.
Go home after work alone will not be a feat.
jus a little difficult in the beginning.
becos it has become a habit alreadi.

no more late nite supper. no more giggling and grumbling on the train. no more running away from tat stupid uncle together. no more last train ride. no more greeting from tat mcdonald staff. no more unwelcoming stares from MOS burger staffs.

i will miss all of these. i will miss habing u at my side.


i jus cant control them from falling.. take care my fren.