i'm getting sentimental again!
must be due to those stress!

life is TOO hectic.
no matter how many deep breathe i take,
it onli makes mi feel better at tat instance.

today, this little fantasy of mine keep flashing in my mind.
i realli hope to live in a world tat i created.

in my world,
the weather is sunny, yet cooling.
occasionally it will rain.
during christmas it will snow.
it will have a simple cottage wif a garden.
i will grow lots of flowers in the garden.
morning glory will climb my fences.
big, fat and juicy watermelons lying next to neat rows of vegetables.
there is a huge patch of grass in front of my house wif 2 adjacent trees.
at night,
i could put up a sleeping net and look into the sky,
stare at the billions of stars tat are blinking at me.
inside the house, there will be my family.
daddy, mummy, kor kor, mei mei and mi.
my friends will live wif their families nearby.
so we could meet up even more often.
in my world,
there is no baddies, no death, no departure, no stress, no bad moods.
full of laughters, full of love, full of hope.

jus simply, the simplest way to live a simple life.

P.S. i jus feel tat i could do better by spending more time on my family and close frens. to jus cook them a meal or jus call to ask: "how are u?" i'm sorrie guys.