nv felt like tis b4.
no energy to smile.
dun even wanna tok.
stare blank fer more than 80% of my time.
absolutely habing no drive.
totally lifeless.

i know i am at my low period now and shdnt blog so much.
i'm not trying to pass my "moody germs" ard.

life has no meaning to mi suddenly.
everyday, it's like tis.

sch -> tuition/restaurant -> sleep.

school is TERRIBLE.
one senior jus enlightened mi tat the econs module tat i'm taking now,
it's actualli wad jc students study in 2 yrs.
SHIT.

"xinyi,
unless u got 2 more brains.
u are not gonna work ur way thru uni."

it feels jus like someone holding a gun at mi.
and then..


*BANG!*


i'm dead.

yay!

P.S. no. tis is not a suicide note. zzz.