i found this song by Twins which described exactly wad i'm tinking!!
here are some small little lines in the lyrics!
oh yea, it's a cantonese song.
so reading it in chinese will seems a little weird.

let tis be the last time i tok abt him ba.
(:

自那一秒跟他邂逅
一早遇见得到未来定必伤透
却不盼望得到任何人拯救
自作孽后明日我可自受
避免不了不堪结局...
任每个人口吐着冷言
我永未会写后悔两字

相爱的人如此多(绝配多不多?)
最终一起无几个(谁不会选择错?)
百万对情侣
仍乐于玩火

爱上他明知出错(错极亦有些花火擦出过)
没有他时又寂寞
应该自负那后果
人人劝吁我
但无人明白我开心过
曾真心我不怕出错

明白了吗？
我已经学会了放下。
日子仍要过。
把沉重的心情，甜美的回忆全部打包了。
收在心里的一个小小角落。
接下来再送上我的祝福！



at least the ending is a good one.
no bad feelings.
i am veri thankful fer all those sweet memories.
and being wif u fer this short period of time,
i learnt so much.
thank u! LOL!
we are still frens. (:
belongs to the same clinque of frens somemore.
and dun worrie!
u are considered a 好桃花 to me! LOL!

P.S. God, pls bless mi wif even better 桃花 the next time! haha!