tell mi everything tat is happening now is jus temporary.

i'm so irritable now.
esp. at work.
how can someone work fer 3 weeks alreadi and not know BASIC stuffs.

and so, after correcting him nearly a million times,
(of cos, i'm exaggerating. but it seems like it to me.)
i cant help but asked him:

“你一直这样被我骂不会累吗？”

“不会啊。 不是我惹你生气，是你自己生气。你不是在气我，你在气你自己。”

FU*K U!

u are right that i could better control my temper.
BUT.
if u are making everyone getting irritated,
does the fault lies wif YOU or others?
GRR.

(the following is a angry note to someone. unless u made mi angry recently. dun read. u are not the someone. tis note will stink ur mood, becos it's stinking mine badly.)

someone else is making mi super piss off too.
and YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE WHEN YOU READ THIS.

maybe i'm always around u, constantly nagging at u.
maybe i'm too full of myself to tink tat i'm right and u're wrong.
but let mi tell u once again tat YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FER UR OWN ACTIONS.

dun complain tat frens leave u becos YOU ARE the one who leave them.
and u chose to do so.
EVERYTHING tat is happening NOW results from more than 90% YOUR OWN actions.

dun keep saying "i know. i know."
becos all u know is to say "i know" but u actualli DON'T KNOW.
and dun say u thought of it alreadi, becos tinking is NOT ENOUGH.
no action is EMPTY TOK. den u might as well jus dun tok.

if this is the treatment i get from being one of ur few treasured frens,
pls demote mi, i feel over-honoured.
fer u treat me the worst out of all my frens.

scolding u and throwing my temper at u is becos i realli hope u change fer the better.
NOT BECOS i'm in a bad mood so i jump on u.
even without a bad mood,
u alone boils my blood. and tis is true fer almost 60% of the time.

apologising to u after scolding u is to show tat i'm guilty tat i'm so harsh on u.
not becos i realise i made u a victim of my bad mood. NO.
and becos all these while i always apologise first after scolding u,
(and i always hope u will apologise first cos tis show u know wad i'm scolding u fer.)
i shall NOT do so ANYMORE.

i'm washing my hands off u.
i'm not to be taken fer granted.
and even if i'm a battery trying to charge u up all the time,
the time hab reach where my lifespan is up.
my job is done.
jus tat u din work wif mi.

u realli..
made mi feel so worthless and useless.
and if u are ONLI feeling bad abt urself now, i would feel even worst.
becos u shd be feeling MOTIVATED to finally move ur fat ass and do sth abt urself.
STOP BEING LAZY AND TRY HARDER.
dun tell mi u cant do it.
u are simply not trying hard enough.
YOU CAN DO BETTER.

i cant change u. i realli cant.
i tried so hard alreadi. but u realli onli make mi feel worst every now and then.
u're impossible to mi.
so maybe i shall pray fer u tat u will meet the person who can change u fer the better soon.

P.S. the last fren who got my angry note din change. eventually we drifted away. yea. tat's wad will be happening to us i guess. i hab no confidence of u changing fer the better at all. YOU MADE MI give up on u.

你怎么看待你自己，别人就会怎么看你。