i'm beyond hope.
i dunno wad the hell happened to mi,
but the xinyi who can go without sleep fer more than 24 hrs is GONE.
i'm so terrible today!
phone on silent mode. overslept. ching ting waiting fer mi at woodlands mrt.
i know u can piece this up and imagine wad happened.
i'm sorrie ching!! =S

if my life seems interesting to u now.
it's not.
i jus wanna advice my frens to not follow my footsteps.
it may seem possible and more fulfiling.
BUT.
things in life come in many other forms.

i'm sick in the mind.
i love torturing myself and testing my own limits,
SO DUN BE LIKE ME.
it's UNHEALTHY.

it's jus tat i din blog anything tat's on the darker side.
when there's gain, there's loss.
i'd gained so much more in life now tat i'm starting to lost touch wif ALOT of my frens.
hence, overall i'm at the losing end.
it's not tat i dun care.
but wif a million and one thing up my mind,
i seem to always forget some.
i couldnt believe how forgetful i am getting nowadays.
jus dun try to do wad i'm doing.
i'm too extreme and tis extreme is caused by forced circumstances ard mi.

u know guys, tat if i hab a choice, i wouldn't do wad i'm doing now too. if...