i woke up this morning with a bad headache.
guess i'd been too hard on myself.
everyday is working day.
everyday i have to tolerate some crap from everywhere - family, CCA, work, TUITION.

i popped two Panadol and continued sleeping for a few more hours.

well, i still have a huge list of things to complete even thou i'm a little sick now.
like going to popular later, send emailsssss, pass down instructionsssss, monitor the progress of everything else.
it's contradicting tat i'm asking ppl to be on time when i'm always late.
well, i know actions speak louder than words.
i shall start with taking good care of myself first.
so, i shall go and bath immediately after blogging.

i received comments from ppl that i grew thinner.
so i'm gonna keep munching, munching and munching on food,
to go back to my normal weight. (:

while i was snuggling in bed jus now, i thought abt alot of things.
i will say life is pretty good now. and i like it.
but if i was given a choice, i would like certain things to remain unchanged.

i still like my girlfriends alot.
but i'm not sure if they feel the same way too.
sometimes, i feel immensely apologetic towards them becos i under-prioritised them.
esp towards cas, whom i promised to help with her studies.
girl, sorrie that i dun have time for u, u have to JIA YOU!

" girls, there is sth tat i want all of u to know - i'm sorry.
sorry that i couldn't afford to not work one night of a week jus to hang out with all of u.
sorry that i appeared cold and apathetic ever since after the quarrel.
u girls are still the most impt friends in my life. (:
last nite, i couldn't wait to clock out from work to meet all of u. (: "



anyway,
the dentist jus inserted 2 SCREWS into the gum above my molars on both sides yesterday.
super tiny ones, of cos.
"i can see ur wisdom tooth from the x-ray.
If it's in our way, we might have to remove it."
NNNNNOOOOOOO.... =X