Pain. Everywhere.

dumb. the damn computer hanged when i was blogging jus now.
so i nid to type AGAIN.
zzz. anyway, relating to the title. yea, i am experiencing pain, physically and emotionally.

i guess a one-sided love or a love tat is under-cover is always painful.
when we are toking, it seems like there is countless tomorrow fer us.
but in sch, when we dun tok. we are total strangers, like our bond has nv exist b4.
why dont we tok? becos no one would believe tat we know each other so well.
no one knows tat we are so close. no one knows tat i cant wait to tok to him more den anyone else. jus becos we dun use to hang out together, it's difficult to be seen together now.
our class ppl loves to gossip too much. furthermore, he is a boy. i am a girl.
he gives mi a feeling tat he feels tat i find him a nuisance, which is totally opposite of what i really feel. i keep peeping at him in class. not sth tat no one knows i tink. maybe ppl like miny and hy will be the first to notice. and i tink he knows tat too. i felt no pride left at this instance.
i'd nv tried this kind of relationship wif anyone b4. like intimate yet distance.
u understand my pain? i feel like gibing up.
but if love can be manipulated by us, it would not hab caused so much pain.
it's true. one hr of sufferings fer one second of happiness.
tis is how fair our world is.

okie, physical pain. WAH KAO. i injured my leg today during pe.
i dunno how to describe the site of my injury. it's between my left thigh and the body.
PAIN. i cant sit properly. i cant walk properly. i cant do anything properly. GRR.
worst still, i dunno wad is my condition called. wth. nvm, i will try to find out.

yay! staying back tml to study in school. i hope it's gonna be productive so the whole lot of them will decide to study everyday. i will be so happy den. =)
so fer now. GONNA FINISH MY INTEGRATION!
jiayou! fer myself. GAMBATEH!