hard to admit.
hate to admit.
but i hab to say,
things are not the same anymore.
and i think,
it will nv be the same again.
maybe i am weak.
maybe i am tired.
maybe i dun like to keep trying.

life is certainly intriguing.
it hab nv fail to trap one in deep thoughts.
but in the end,
we can conclude nth.

i started to develop tis little game of mine.
the elimination game.
a game of survival of the fittest.
sad to say,
i am scanning everyone ard mi.
be it closest frens, or acquintances.
i would analyse all their character.
the rules are simple.
u got my respect,
u are in the game.
conversely,
if u dun,
it's game over.
i'm sadistic rite?

i am thirsty.
a desperate thirst to do sth.
not a good thing.
but it seems exciting to be a bad girl sometimes.