i'm STUPID.

i rmb scolding someone "stupid girl" in my blog.
now it seems tat those words are targeted fer mi instead.

"ahh.
xinyi.
u're SO STUPID."

ask mi am i happie?
i say:"no."
ask mi am i sad?
i say :"no."
ask mi am i brave?
i say :"no."
ask mi am i scare?
i say:"no."
ask mi am i worrying?
i say:"perhaps."
ask mi am i lonely?
i say:"perhaps."
ask mi am i anticipating?
i say:"perhaps."
ask mi am i crazy?
i say:"perhaps."
ask mi am i stupid?
i say:"definitely."
ask mi am i an idiot?
i say:"definitely."
ask mi is it worth it?
i say:"definitely."
ask mi will i wait?
i say:"i dunno."

sometimes,
instinct is veri impt.
it tells u when u hab done enuff and when u hab not.
and now,
my instinct says tat i hab done enuff.
no more.
tat's the last.
i'm not gonna humiliate myself like i dun even worth a cent.
leave myself some pride.
leave quietly.