Cold.

tat's wad she'd evolved into alreadi.
she cant help it.

no,
dun take it personally.
becos she's behaving like tis to EVERYONE.

nobody escaped.
ever thot of tis?
tis might be the real her.
the true xinyi.
she is unfeeling.
she is quiet.
she actually dun like to live fer others,
making all her frens happy,
trying to create a good image in front of others.
she has been working so hard to please each and everyone ard her.
she earned all her close frens.
now, she's gibing all of them up.
all.
becos she's tired of living under the mask.
why cant she jus be stubborn and get angry whenever she wants?
she cant breathe becos she's living in her own world of expectations.
she dun say no becos she felt it's rude.
but why the heck be bothered wif how others feel?
let it go!

if u feel tat she's ignoring u.
dun fret.
u're not the onli one.
she's ignoring all her close frens.
not toking to most of them.
she's not even toking much to her own sister.
she's not feeling down.
jus not happy too.
she's a veri troublesome person.
she cant heal by being alone.
yet, inertia is acting so strongly on her.
she knows wad's wrong wif her.
she can still laugh in front of the tv,
so i guess she's fine.
lol.