time.
it cleared my eyes.
it removed all my doubts.
but left mi screaming with no sound.

anyway,
i'm not a lesbian jus becos i keep telling u abt how disgusted i feel abt those....*&^%^&%.

i dunno if there is such a thing,
but i sort of divided companionship into 2 categories.
i name them as physical companionship and mental companionship.
for 迟钝 ppl like me,
i do more of the latter.

P.S. time had frozen since that night. hab u tried coming to an agreement wif someone without even discussing it b4? all u rely on is 两人之间的默契. sometimes i doubt the presence of it too. it jus seem so impossible. but one thing i can be very sure: i may be breaking promises everyday. but i will keep my promise to tis.