today was lavishly spent.

singing karaoke in the morning wif my beloved girlfriends.
tuition was cancelled cos it's the fifteenth day of CNY.
went home to eat dinner wif mum.
called tai gor out for a 9.30pm movie at 8.41pm.
i dunno wad i was tinking and doing.
and i still dunno wad i'm tinking and doing now.

but thanks guys for all the companionship.
i realli nid them. thanks. (:



P.S. i love you.
i love tis movie.
it made mi cried for 2 hrs through out the entire screening.
swollen eyes.
red nose.
blocked voice.
but i feel so damn good now.
i'm like one crazy girl.
laughing like one monkey in the morning and crying like a widow by night.
i must be bonkers. ha.

know wad?
i hab thoughts of closing down this blog.
i have no idea why am i letting so many ppl coming into my life, worst when i dun even realli know everyone of them.
i hate msn. i dun even sign in nowadays.
i hate socialising.
i got tis mental illness of tinking tat i hab enough frens to last mi fer life.
i hate it when the phone vibrates and i see msges or phone calls from ppl other than my close frens and family.
i hate it when the phone doesnt vibrates when i'm so hoping it does.
i hate it so much i dumped it into the bin the other day.
(i wished.)
i practically dislike talking to anyone, other than my family and my close frens.
and i mean, real old and close frens.
making new frens are tiring.
life is too boring now.
too many routines and commitments.
they are driving mi nuts.
i dunno why am i studying bio science when i got no true passion.
i'm giving fake smiles to people.
life is so difficult.
and i get emotional every 2-3 months.
wad the hell.
then i start blogging abt it, then make all my frens tag my blog.
i'm so tired of all these shit i'm giving my frens.
so yea, tagboard is going away.
okie, might as well whole blog close down.
but i will regret it when i feel better.
argh, okie. leave it. leave it.

DUN TAG. NO. sort of get mi stuck btw pretending i'm okie by replying or not replying and feeling guilty abt it cos i cant pretend anymore.
the problem is, i dun even know wad caused mi to be so emotional tis time round.
maybe life is too good that i got nth better to do. maybe.

P.S. dun worrie. i'm not crying to sleep at nite these few days. jus tinking, tinking, tinking..... or maybe i know why am i so emo, but i jus dun wanna face it.