i guess the peace tat i enjoyed fer the last few months have ended.
like i foresaw, it was the "peace b4 the storm".

now, the storm is here.
i wont be meeting any of u to do anything extravagant.
i cant learn dancing anymore.
i will try my best to keep my appointments.

it's jus the same old problem again.

i feel super screwed up at this point of time.

family- slightly negative, thou things are good btw mi and mum.
studies-positive.
friends-negative.
love-negative.
work-positive.
finance-super negative.

overall: moderately negative.

i originally wanna blog abt how upset i was over some ppl.
later i decided that it's rude(like how i used to do it to val, i'm sorrie.)
and i wasn't realli tat great to go ard telling ppl off.

u know,
i haben got the chance to realli wind down after exams.
i wanted to go shopping, sing k, do my hair.
forget it.

i will see where this desperation will drive mi this time round.
i will be strong as always.
tis wont bring mi down. never.
anyway, dun tag/sms/email mi to say sth encouraging pls.
it will make mi feel real bad becos i know i had been blogging my problems more than anything else.
life is jus bad fer mi, i guess.
it will get better, but not now maybe.

P.S.1. kor is smoking in his room again. i guess he dunno tat i can smell it from the balcony even thou he closed his room's door. i could not understand why he still breathe tat poisonous-stick tat took away daddy's life. he got a brain like i do. why?

P.S.2. i will stop blogging fer awhile.
it better to use my time to help mummy do some house chores,
read a book, study my japanese language than sitting in front of this stupid computer and write stupid entries.
could save some electricity too.
good choice!
I AM SERIOUSLY OKIE.
those who met up wif mi will know.

till then guys! bye!