too bored!

allow me to liberate some of the nonsense tat i hab tried to suppress over the past few days.
hmm.. if u are wondering whether i am veri tensed up now.
my truthful answer would be - no.
is ur face like =S or =.= or O.O! or =) or =O or =D or >< ?
haha. maybe tis is good.
too uptight might make mi perform worst during exams.
while flooding my brain with all the theory which i tink i can hardly apply in my daily life,
i am also jamming it wif all the post-examinations events.
=X LOL!!
suddenly, i found myself praying tat exams would come and go like a a breeze.
in the sense of speed, and hopefully the level of difficulty too.
=X LOL!
this suggests tat i am not quite ready fer exams yet.
the other day, my colleague dropped mi a question.
"wad would u do if u fail ur A levels?"
immediately, i was dumbfounded.
how could i even not thought of this b4?!
i must hab been thinking tat failure is not an option fer mi.
this is wad my teachers hab been trying to propagate mi into thinking too.
but back to reality.
the sad truth is, failure is certainly one of the options opened fer mi.
nvm. i am jus tinking too much again.
nth is extreme in life. failing A levels doesnt mean i will end up sweeping floor.
let's jus be optimistic! =D

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BOOM! enuff of my philosophy!
i hab problem uploading photos.
lousy bl095p0T. ( jus in case i get sued or sth. =S )




anyway, the bombastic hair is not mine!
the lousy photographer shook when he took this photo.
u know who u are~ LOL!

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anyway, it's a brilliant move to jus speak ur mind.
val! i felt so much better after telling u abt the pay issue.
haunted me fer months. =S

sometimes, i feel tat we hab underestimate the power of friendships.
i realised everyone hab begin to confine things to themselves.
in the sense tat when we are unhappy abt certain things.
we stop telling the person right in the face.
we simply do it by dedicating an entry to the "unknown" in the blog.
or leave a veri nasty personal msg in msn messenger.
and den wore a mask in front of the person.
sounds familiar?
i was once a follower of this new religion.
i quit since i realised it's unorthodox.
friends, let's close our eyes fer a moment.
and see the way we interacted wif each other a few years back.
straightforward, but at least, truthful.
the complexity we hab attained actualli makes us like strangers sometimes.
let's do it this way.
either we speak to the person directly.
or we bring it to grave.
brilliant?
i dun realli wan our friendship to turn into sth tat looks fantastic on the outside, but empty on the inside.
in a way such tat a trival matter would bring us apart.
(this is, of cos, a very extreme assumption on my part.)
let's rmb tat even thou we know each other fer a long time
we still nid to constantly learn to understand each other
as we are still constantly changing.
isn't this true?
haha. i dunno how to bring this matter up to u guys in real life.
so here i am.
the blog. a sharp weapon.
depends on how u utilise it.
it can either assist u to victory, or lead u to ur suicide.
so frens, let's use this wonderful technology in a healthier manner okie?
let's learn to be true, to be honest, to be tolerant and finally, to be understandin.
althou straightfoward may be hurting.
it's better den creating mind wars rite?
three cheers fer our friendship!
hip hip HORRAY!

ps. : if u dun understand wad i am typing. it means u are safe cos u are not doing wad i am saying. u are probably still as naive. and i am the one who is analytical now. LOL!

i hab finally immersed myself in a new realm of peace.

i dun love u anymore.
how contradicting.