i'm sorrie cas, yimei, meh and simin.
i'm not reprimanding u guys,
but i'm jus too tired.
(i know tis is a super lousy excuse. sorrie!)

i hate this blog.
it always gib mi an excuse to make my life easier by complaining here.
but it is the WORST AND LAST method tat i shd hab adopted.
never am i gonna publish those kind of posts ever again.
i swear.
onli happy, happy, happy and happy stuffs.

tis blog is getting so taxing to read becos of the moodiness of the owner.
and the statistics is tat out of 10 posts, 7 are not pleasant ones.
BAD.
REAL BAD.
xinyi is supposed to be a super cheerful girl rite?
she's always filled wif energy and ready to laugh her ass off!

i shall learn to take things easy.
manage my stress properly.
and do more self-reflection.

cas.
thanks fer the email.
esp the title of the email - to our dearest xy. :)
u live up to ur name as my buddy.
and i feel so unworthy of u.
forgive me pls? (althou i know u were nv angry wif mi, but i'm so guilty.)
let mi make it up fer u.

girls.
let's tok.
i nid u guys to lead mi back onto the rite track.
i seriously dunno wad became of mi.
i hab been neglecting my frens too much.

to all of my best frens.
let mi name all of u.
cas, meh, simin, yimei, val, yj, mc.
limin, hf, uk, darric, jer.
taigor, angela, shiqi.
and esp to my mei mei and my family.
forgive mi when i appeared cold.
forgive mi when i din reply sms.
forgive mi fer not calling u to ask how are u.
forgive mi when i always din hab time to chat wif all of u.
forgive mi when i treat u bad.
forgive mi when i said words tat hurts.
forgive mi when i dun seem to hab the time fer all of u.
forgive mi fer neglecting all of u.
i'm sorrie.
i nid a favour from all of u.
when i did sth tat makes u unhappy,
tell mi immediately okie?
i will understand.
cheers! :)