everything SUX.

sorrie everyone.
sorrie fer keeping things from u guys.

actualli, i jus came back from an interview.
an interview fer air stewardess.
and of cos, i failed.
like ten ppl choose 2.
and there are hundreds of ppl.
my level of suayness tis yr cannot be underestimated.

94% pass GP in my sch.
so ard 18 ppl fail.
i am one of them.
i am this suay.
this stupid.
this useless.

sorrie.
i was lying all along.
i'm not okie.
all i wanna do is to not let u all worry.
sorrie fer keeping things to myself.
but i realli cannot afford to disappoint anyone, anymore.
i rather face all these myself.
i dun even allow those tears to fall.
not even when i feel like it's the end of the world.

i'm not tat strong.
i must admit,
i am trying to find excuses fer all these tat happened too.
say i'm suay is one of them.
but i know it's my own fault.

helpless.
hopeless.
useless.
restless.

wah. my english realli sux.
A A C.
and i failed GP.
i lost all my confidence alreadi.
totally demoralised.
oh great.
wad's next?